OMG what have I done to you guys?! I SO did not expect this thread to take such odd turns. LOL. Gianni.....I was a size ten when we married. Weird huh? I think that because my body changed so much for the better, he got used to it. Pamela....thank you. Your words meant alot to me. At 22 yrs old you are a very wise woman. Valerie...... I am a cooker/eater too. Trouble is Larry can eat all day long and not gain an ounce. I am going to do what I can, when I can and try to start seeing myself differently. Tomorrow I am going to pick up a few things to wear for now. I really think that the fact that my clothes are too tight and don't really look right makes me feel worse. I HATE trying on clothes! Wish me luck.

I am with you on that one. I HATE clothes shopping. I think that is why I like shoes, my size doesn't change and they always fit!!  Good luck shopping and maybe when you feel comfortable you will feel comfortable, ya know?

Yup. That's what I'm thinking. Time to walk Yaz. Of course I'd rather nap. Oh well. Off I go.