Well Opel finally gets her day and yeah I am worked up for two reason I also have surgery at pre-op and exploring surgery the same day. atleast maybe thinking of Opel will keep a lil les worried? I kow evey one this year has been getting their pet spayed/nuetered so I thought I be a lil more put together on what to expect and all it would be a breeze.... Well it isn't I just look ather I know its the greatest thing I can do for her. But look in those lil eyes and you can tell it with Mike also my lil baby gonna get a cut and that really tears me up. Now all of a sudden we will be the bad guys for a few day or so with her.

 I just look into that lil face its so trusting and adorbale and she fears a lot of people and places she is gonna be very freaked out, but you can be proud of me hubby gave m ethe oppurtunity tio cancel her spayed and just deal with heats, but I think the spay would be best for her. I am going through with it but not feeling the bit good about it.