Well, He must have looked too cute in his Halloween costume.  He's gone to his forever home tonight and I am missing him TERRIBLY!  He has a great home and I should be happy, but I loved that little guy and had figured he was mine forever with his short ear and his past skin problem.  My sister called tonight and said her husband finally gave them the OK and they rushed over to get him.  Isabella and I have been crying ever since.

 I am seriously sad.  I can't believe how attached I was to that boy.  I know I still have Ace and Spoticus.  Spoticus has always been my chosen one and I will never let him go.  Ace is sweet, but he is hyper and he just never cuddles like Cowboy did.  I feel guilty for wishing they had chosen Ace, but it is true.  That's how I feel.  I will still love Ace, but I can't help feeling so sad.  This sucks!

I know that has to be just aweful...at least you know he went to a good home and you'll sitill get to see him grow up!

I know I should be happy.  But, it's very hard after 3 months together.

First, I totally apologize for scaring you guys.  I typed that message last night through tears and I guess my sadness came through.  I should have said gone to new home, but all I could think of was he was gone. gone from my house, my arms, my little pack.  I appreciate all of your support.  I know I'm being a big baby.  My heart just heart and I knew I could tell you guys and you would understand.

We are keeping Ace and Spoticus.  I can't do this anymore. 

Thanks,

Carol

P.S.  I think I'm going to re-name Ace to Aciellious Maximus to match Spoticus Urellious Maximus, but still call him Ace.  He his a silly boy so Aciellious kind of matches his personallity.  He just needed a bigger name.

Wow I was afraid to click on this link, thought it was something bad ......aww I really dont know how all you people do this, breeders too....  I would get so attached after 3 days wouldnt give any up lol... I am so glad I got my holly fixed.....I would probably end up with 9 hyper pups just like her lol... At least you still get to see him, you can have family reunions  you gotta look at it like that. 

hugs

Tinkerbelle does kick their butts, but she loves playing with them, as long as she is alpha dog.  Ace challenges her sometimes, but she always wins!  Spoticus is just a Mama's boy to Tinkerbelle and to me.  He still tries to nurse!  They are all playing on my bed right now.  Tinkerbelle has on her pink "Royal Fashion Princess" hoodie and the boys have matching Red/Black..."Puparazzi Superstar" hoodies.  They are all rolling around trying to bite the hoodies off of each other.  They are cute and I know I'm lucky to have them.

We all just really loved Cowboy and miss his sweet laid back personality.  He was a cuddler and Ace is a spaz.  Maybe we can train him to be cuddly.  Or is it once a spaz, always a spaz?

Thanks,

Carol

OMG you scared me don't do that.  But I am glad he found a good loving home and am sorry you had to say goodbye. 

Carol, I know you will feel better with Cowboy in his new home in a few days, I can;t imagine how you feel. If it makes it any better, I have a spaz in Angus, but he is the cuddliest one of the two. Maybe ace will be a cuddly spaz...lol. Love his big boy name.

My foster Mickey is a spaz, but he's a loveable spaz... he's not always a spaz, but most definitely has spaz tendencies LOL